Friday, March 31, 2006

more sadness

I went to the doctor today. She is nice, and seemed to actually care about my depression and want to help me. She wants me to come back every Friday until I'm better. She gave me a subscription for sleeping pills. I hope they work. It is so frustrating to stare at the ceiling all night. I also called in sick to the class I was supposed to teach at 6pm. I feel so bad doing that, but i really can't stand in front of people and smile and talk for 2 hours. I'm also supposed to work tomorrow morning at 6am. I really should go... We'll see. Maybe I'll just go and give my 2 weeks notice. My mom is hanging out with me tonight. It's good to have someone else here. Otherwise I would just go to sleep.

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